It has been exactly A YEAR..

Dear Mark,

Praise be to Jesus!

I wrote to you not to annoy you nor to impress you but to express this thing.
I just remember that It was April 16, 2009, when we decided to do something for ourselves, which created a big impact to our lives, to leave our parents and go away.
And it was April 17 when we met in Marbel.
Well, I just remembered those times, we were so brave to do such thing.
I don't say that it was okay. I know, with the status we have now, those are just past, ugly past.
It has been a year already but the things we did are still here in my heart.
It has been a year already but the memories are still coming back.
I know you hate me now, or let's say, forgotten me.
And you blame me because I was the reason why you didn't took your studies seriously.
That you did something bad to your parents.

I was sorry.
I am sorry.
And I'll be forever sorry.

I didn't mean to ruin your life. And mine, too.
I didn't mean to be loved so much by you.

Well, thank you so much for all the memories you shared.
The things that has happened to me because of you, changed me, made me stronger.

But still, I miss you badly and I'm still thinking about you.
Yet, I'm done crying.
A little more time and I'll be totally over the pain.

Thanks for reading this.
Happy 634th day of knowing each other.
John Mark Aparri Pon has been residing in my heart for 1 year, 8 months, and 26 days.

You take care, God bless you.